My mom made this for me for my ordination June 30, 2007 |
Wow I can’t believe tomorrow I return to work!! These 64 days away have brought much relaxation
and renewal. They have given me the opportunity to reflect on the past 11 years
of congregational ministry as well as time to discern what God has in store for
the future.
Did I do all the things I planned to do while on
sabbatical? No, not really. Was I able to do some things I didn’t think were
possible? Yes and I am thankful. I spent time with friends and family, which rejuvenated
my soul. I spent time making new friends, who reminded me of the vastness of
God’s table. I spent with God, not only in prayer but in the laughter of my
nephew and niece, in hugs from friends I hadn’t seen in years, and even in the
sweetness of tears as I headed West to return home last week.
Of all the things I learned while on sabbatical, the most
important is to make the time. Make the time for the people who are important to you.
Make the time to get to know people who are different from you. Make the time to be by
yourself. Make the time to connect with the One who created you. Make the time
Every.Single.Day to live into “the calling to which you have been called.”(Ephesians
4) It might seem like a hugely impossible thing because life is so busy and
chaotic at times. I mean how can we possible make the time for ALL THE THINGS?
Over the past 64 days I have learned that we, as human
beings, make time for what is important to us. We have time to do ALL THE
THINGS, if they are important enough to us. Over the past two months I have
learned that I haven’t always made the time, even for the important things including
my relationship with God. Which is a very scary thing to admit as a minister.
About this time of year 11 years ago, I accepted my first
call to serve as the student associate for children, youth, and young adults
at Lafayette Christian Church in Lexington Ky. They gave me a chance to “get my
feet wet”. They endured terrible sermons but helped me grow as a person and as a
minister. 8 years ago the beautiful congregations of Big Run and Fork Ridge
called me as their pastor, they showed me the truest definition of grace by
walking with me into some new and different ways to be church. 5 years ago I
was called to serve as the Associate Pastor of First Christian Church,
Oskaloosa, Iowa. I’m not sure any of us knew what God had in store but it has
been amazing(in my opinion) and it isn’t over yet!!
5 years ago I knew without a doubt God was calling me to
something new and exciting. I found myself moving half way across the country
to Iowa. People often ask me, “Why did you move to Iowa?” My answer has always
been the same “Because…God.” 8 years ago
I moved to rural West Virginia and when people asked why my answer was the
same as it is now, “Because…God.” 11 years ago I moved to Ky to go to seminary
and people asked why I would want to go into this crazy vocation of ministry
and I said, you guessed it, “Because…God”. 33 years ago, even though I don’t
remember or know this for sure, I can hope(I don’t think she’ll get upset if I
put these words in her mouth) my mom might have looked at me and said to my dad
“Who will she become?” Because of person I am today, thanks to my parents, I
can only trust that he looked at her and said “It doesn’t matter. Because…God.”
If hadn't made the time, even if it wasn't always daily, to be with God I might have missed out on some pretty amazing things not only in ministry but in life. We don't always realize that we have made time for God and on the flip side we don't always realize when we have NOT made time for God.
ALL THE THINGS you want to do, the person you have been
called to be; you can do those things and be that person, because…God. Just take the time and trust that the One who created you will make the time for things to happen.
Hope
for the week: I hope
my first week back people and God will be gentle with me, I haven’t had a
normal routine for almost 70 days. J
Is
there an Answer (last week’s question): How much $$ will it
take to restock my empty fridge and pantry…??
Not as much as I expected but the grocery total was $123.10…not
too bad for 2 weeks worth of food.
Question
of the Week: Have I
been doing this practice of blogging long enough for it to be a habit?
Thought
for the week: I hope
someone invites me to have a Maid Rite this week…I don’t want to have to go
there alone ;-)
I invite you to join me daily in the Prayer for the week: God of ALL things, be with me this week as I
try to do your work in this world. Show me the people and places where your
light needs to shine. Break into my heart that I might see you in others,
always. Begin a new work in my that when others ask “why” my only answer can
be, “because…God. Amen.
I'm excited for tomorrow(and not just because there will be hamballs following worship). I am excited because I know God has called me into an extraordinary way of living and I intend make all the time I've been given count.
Blessings,
Andrea
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