I Want to Stop Running Kenneth G. Phifer Eternal God, you are a song amid silence, a voice out of quietness, a light our of darkness, a Presence in the emptiness, a coming out of the void. You are all of these things and more. You are mystery that encompasses meaning, meaning that penetrated mystery. You are God, I am [human]. I strut and brag. I put down my fellows and bluster out assertions of my achievements. And then something happens: I wonder who I am, and if I matter. Night falls, I am alone in the dark and afraid. Someone dies, I feel so powerless. A child is born, I am touched by the miracle of new life. At such moments I pause… to listen for a song amid the silence, a voice out of stillness, to look for light out of darkness. I want to feel a Presence in the emptiness. I find myself reaching for a hand. Oftentimes, the feeling passes quickly, and I am on the run again: success to achieve, ...
Faith can be a scary adventure. We must be willing to get our feet wet and our hands dirty! Braving the waters of baptism and ministry isn't something you can do with one foot on the shore!